These past few days, I’ve been experiencing everything. Yes, everything. I didn’t know if I should cry or laugh, pity myself or get angry. I felt like every emotion a person could feel was placed upon me like a burden. Love isn’t an emotion, so no jokes there.
I got sick, both physical and emotional, and had to stay at home for my afternoon class period (which turned out to be a double bummer).
But enough of that.
I am now doing okay, if it pleases you to know, and am regaining zest for life. Aside from prayer and medicine, I managed to get myself together through drawing this:
Messy, but it speaks for the chaos my mind was going through. Not that I’ve ever done really clean art with this style, though I’ve attempted a few times.
I felt hot (not the hot hot) during my sickness, and I guess I needed to release it through her fiery hair. Even her eyes seems sickly now that I see it with a clear enough mind.
And yes, many anatomical errors here. Many areas for criticism – take your pick.
Well, I hope this post isn’t depressing for those who’re caring enough to read it. :) GTG. Lots more projects to finish.